It’s been a couple of days since I’ve written a blog entry. Busy schedules, lots of works and responsibilities, and duties to attend are, perhaps, some of the factors that hinder me from writing and sharing my stories.
I’ve been writing for about a couple of years. I’m writing these stories because I wanted to share the experience of what God is doing in my life. I can say that life as a follower of God isn’t that easy. There are times that I’m experiencing things and events around me that makes me happy or the other way around. There are times that I can just hardly imagine that this is happening to me, arriving to the point of giving up, losing everything that I had. It’s like riding in a nice car, driving on a rough road. Can you imagine that? A well-maintained car on a rough road? Imagine driving a nice Porsche on a stony road…
Experiencing that ride, many thoughts are circulating in my mind. It’s hard, really hard when this thoughts starts to form in my mind, almost draining me to the last drop, making me very vulnerable to the enemy. Now, this is my present condition. Now I’m in a state of rediscovering the truth, the truth that I’ve encountered during my sophomore year in college, the truth that lies in the Word of God.
It’s hard and painful, a rough road. I have to be strong, be at my best, guided by God in every decision. I don’t want to stay in this particular area of my life. I know this isn’t the one that God wanted me to be.
I’m doing my best efforts to recover my self, both physically and spiritually, and be a man after God’s own heart. I wanted to somebody that stands strong, in spite of what’s happening. I want to be a man of strength and a man who stands and fight for God
